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[Friday | Jul. 31st, 2009|07:07 pm] |
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| | pessimistic | ] | back for the monthly update lol. my blog sounds pathetic haha.
anw, i guess i've lost a close friend and i know i'll never in this lifetime ever be able to talk to you just like before again. i don't know what happened between us but mayb it started because i was a little pissed at your attitude. mayb you didn't even thought of me as a close friend, but i did. and it doesn't help the awkward silence. yeah, it's kind of sad knowing that someone that i could count on is not gna be there anymore. haha and somehow i kind of miss how insensitive you are sometimes lol weird. but i guess it's when you've lost someone, then will you remember how they've been there for you. this post is meant for you but i dont know if you are even reading my blog after it has been dead for a long time now. even though i wasn't able to successfully bring you church, i sincerely hope someone will one day. take care, friend. :) |
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[Tuesday | Jul. 7th, 2009|03:36 pm] |
hey hey hey haven't been blogging for 4 weeks according to lj. and just finished piano exam. omg haha, screwd aural upsidedown insideout whatever. *cross fingers* please give me a pass.
i like watching ayg swimming cos got hot guys haha seriously. you're about to hear me say smth you never or ever will hear me say. there is this freaking cute korean guy. lol korean. first time right lol, cos i don't like kimchi rofl. (and that's what they eat) lol. i have been rewatching recorded tapes lol. yeah psycho'd but it'll blow over. haha. let's hope he comes for yog next year. and i really wna go volunteer. lol. and ms yalelim not picking up her phone :/ we get to see many cute guys, plus angmohs haha. okay too much im gna stop talking. oh btw, that guy is jung wonyong hahahahaa.
didn't go to school today i bet kexin and nat miss me nuts :D and bet daniel had to talk to himself to entertain himself haha. okay cool. im done, gna watch more swimming. and it sucks how today is closing ceremony :( :( many sad faces lol. |
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[Monday | Jun. 8th, 2009|10:28 pm] |
hello world, haven't been blogging for quite sometime now. been bloghopping and had this sudden urge to just post an entry lol. have been reading too much emo posts haha. ate steamboat yesterday and took some picts with the new cam. but yea, its new i can't find the cable to plug into the comp so haha too bad. and mum's not around, she's in china :O haha, yeah who knows if she comes back with H1N1 and i get it too:) lol. wouldnt make a difference since its the school holidays. rofl. really tired and bored these days. sleeping early and waking up late. lol becoming more like pig. and eating damn alot hahhaha. :D
140days to Olevels, feeling the adrenaline. really really not much time, and really too much to insert up there. sigh. haha.
okay here's something new, harper's island is damn nice :D haha. though i started watching only from the 8th episode but its still nice okay. and freaky. :/ getting the rest from willie sometime soon. i need to stay away from the computer soon and i miss my mum dearly. lol. church this saturday confirm plus chop, dad's going china play golf. whats up with china o.0 haha. anw going to sleep, can't hold on much longer.
if only time could stop while we're living the best of our lives |
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[Thursday | May. 21st, 2009|03:42 pm] |
results out today, didn't do very bad :) i'm happy. today's a happy and good day. kris allen won american idol. i'm getting my theory exam back and i passed :) 75/100 lol. no merit or distinction though haha.
haaaapppyyy daaaaay :D |
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[Friday | May. 15th, 2009|07:04 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] | haha i haven't posted for such a long time, lost touch with the cyber world. btw, i still use the comp kay, i'm not like mugging just because i haven't been blogging and haven't been online. lol, just don't feel like talking online somehow. it's amazing cos i can't believe that i haven't been blogging for so long.
I've been facebooking everyday :D haha, playing spot the difference, fun okay :) and just youtube-ing like the whole day, yes. Britain's Got Talent is awesome, George Sampson is hot :), Eoghan Quigg's got a brilliant voice, Shaheen Jafargholi is amazing, Susan Boyle is awesome, Diana Vickers is wow. Yeah super updated about Britain and lost touch with Singapore LOL. Sonny with a chance is funny, and Sterling Knight is cute :) ^^ he acts in 17 again omg, haha.
I've been burying heads in books. And going to tuition lol. tuition is awesome haha, fun :) and i'm left with 3 papers. and there are actually people who don't come to school today wtheck. and i have to come to school EVERY SINGLE DAY. cos ya, sadly. O lvl chinese is omg 1st June, watch me screw that up :)
Next week is gna be great. after exams on tues, out with kx then dental, then meet up van. :) then friday with nat? and either friday/thursday tuition with the usual. saturday church most probably. Yale's having MYEs during June, lol sad. Goodluck. and Os are here, im freaking out.
So much has changed since the last time i post till now, i'm not sure if it is for the best or the worse. Still, i hope you remember that i'm here for you even we don't talk much and that you'll not forget me :) (if you're reading this) |
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[Wednesday | Apr. 29th, 2009|08:33 pm] |
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watched Susan Boyle during alive today. she's an amazing singer :) when she first went on stage, people judge her immediately before she even started singing. when she said she wanted to be a professional singer, and people laughed at her. the world is becoming more and more superficial that looks matters before anything else, that people with no looks are quickly being judged. people with no looks are still people, still human, with feelings too. why should they be discriminated. a person with beauty, but a black heart will get no where. like how bulldogs are being stereotyped as the ugly. they didn't choose to be that way either. no one has the right to judge, only God. we should admire people like Susan Boyle who is not afraid of what others might say - she deserves our utmost respect.
look pass the superficial, it's the heart that matters.
(i'm not directing at anyone, just my personal thoughts :)) |
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| come Holy Spirit, |
[Saturday | Apr. 25th, 2009|08:32 pm] |
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| | rejuvenated | ] | yay forum people finally shut up man, lol. so irritating.
went to school at 8 for chem lesson with ang lol ! okay then had bio. sat there for 4hours, finished at 12. yeah and life feels so empty without CO practs on saturdays lol! and huishan asked me go eat katong laksa today leh omg. but i was going lunch with parents aiya see lah ask so late :( i want to eat sia. okay we go eat one day after sch lol! :D
then went to church, and going to church is really awesome thing :D pangseh anning hahahahaha. lol. |
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[Thursday | Apr. 23rd, 2009|06:19 pm] |
grr. napfa today. ran 15:51. haha miror image. lol not bad neh. chiong man lol! but didnt so warm up properly then muscles super ache ouch. at first cannot walk sia, haha then now okay le lame lol. amaths test was quite okay lah. wahlao i'm quite stupid sia :( lol. minus one mark eh, joelle also. and my first question wrong :O hahaa. okay then came back for piano and i'm really tired :(
forum people has nothing better to do then to condemn. |
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| GWH. |
[Tuesday | Apr. 21st, 2009|05:51 pm] |
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SYF 2009 GOLD WITH HONOURS
TMSCO have done really really really well today. GWH was never ever even in my mind. i thought silver or gold but its GWH. till now, it still seems unbelievable. we were holding hands, praying so hard that our hard work will be rewarded. and it was, more than we've expected. crying, jumping, screaming till the emcee had to wait for us to calm down before announcing the next school. and screaming from the foyer all the way to the art room. lol. it was really crazy. but i'm proud to be part of TMSCO SYF 2009. we've not let our seniors down, not let the school down. and did really well. thanks to all our very supportive aluminis who came down to cheer us, skip school just to watch us. thanks to so many who smsed me goodluck/best wishes. sorry i'm running out of smses so couldn't reply. shiuan kae says im no more a drain eh! LOL. even nicholas wished goodluck even though he couldn't stop suaning CO in church lol. appreciated man!
wanted to watch movie but ended up going to bedok corner with elise gina jingjie serene. talk for damn long. damn happy awesome day sweet day. gogo TMSCO. |
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[Monday | Apr. 20th, 2009|07:17 pm] |
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| | anxious | ] | tomorrow! less than 24hours from now. omgomgomgomgomg, here's a little encouragement. my friend from hwachong CO came to DHS concert and said: YiJing: my CO was randoming about who will get what. haha yeah they say temasek will get gold, confirm shermaine : really meh?!WHY! haha everyone thinks so highly of tms hoho.
YiJing : cos you all the dynamics are very good.. yinyue gan haha
Shermaine: you heard us that day right? at DHS.
YiJing: haha yea
Shermaine: what do you think? LOL
YiJing: gold..more or less. haha cos feitian is overused.. but you all the yinyuegan v good just the jiezou need to tidy up a bit
TMS CO LETS JIA YOU! we've left such a reputation outside, we should jyjyjyjyjyjyjy and get a Au (with honours) tmr! :D :D :D . if you realise that's the only thing the school haven't gotten this year. it might seem out of reach, but aiming high would be good. and we would all wna see jingquan bald head :D LOL.botak botak haha! JIA YOU CO! WE CAN DO IT :D |
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[Friday | Apr. 17th, 2009|07:07 pm] |
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speech day.. CO did okay? i really want a Gold omg. aaaah, next tuesday. school ends around the same time we come back from SYF. how will we be reacting? what will be printed on our report books. what will we say when people ask us for our results. what will we (sec4s) leave behind, after graduating from this school. our aluminis will be back to watch us. will we be letting them down?
so many questions to be answered on tuesday. |
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| when the music fades, |
[Thursday | Apr. 16th, 2009|08:37 pm] |
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congratulations to choir for getting a Gold for SYF, good job :) feeling really damn happy for them :D at least if CO gets silver, we still have a Gold in school lol. :DD. speech day tomorrow. mrs ang say until around 5plus dismiss. they better lor :( have been staying for speech day for so long. aaaah, i wished that the first time we played yesterday during rehearsal was really SYF. darn, lol. mrs ang said mr ari went whoa lol. cross fingers! GO CO :D |
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[Tuesday | Apr. 14th, 2009|08:36 pm] |
hahahahahaa. bio and chem test is over! :D i found a great study place - beside the swimming pool! :D quite conducive okay. i study alone :/ haha. with no comp and tv to distract me! but guess what, screaming kids + handphones are still distracting me. but cut down on distraction lah huh. who knows, one day i start talking to myself hahahahaha :D i dont know what i'm saying. :)
i'm spamming facebook quiz! so fun, try doing lololol.
went for tuition today. tmr speech day until dont know what time. plus we need to wear make-up. who's stupid idea is that omg. we're gna look like barbie dolls! haha except without blonde hair. :) i'm so high today! and i dont know why. but i know i got spammed alot of smses during tuition. ALOT. from different people hahaha. i'm popular. HAAH. not. 9pm show laterrrrrrr.
i love swimming pool study time alone lol. if that made sense :O |
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| how to save a life, |
[Friday | Apr. 10th, 2009|10:31 pm] |
it's good friday! for christians out there: remember that today Jesus died for us. Sarah's pm : More than 2000years ago, Jesus died for you and me. Just remember that He will never forsake you :) celebrate today! :D
bought rollerblades today, damn damn fun lololol. :) really neh! tmr is gna be a tiring day. and i'm coming home to face a very empty house :( lol. they are all going out sad sad.
where did i go wrong i lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness and i would have stayed up with you all night had i know how to save a life
How To Save A Life-The Fray - The Fray |
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| life is a mess, so am i |
[Thursday | Apr. 9th, 2009|06:40 pm] |
marina barrage with p4s. and because of natalie, me and kx didnt have any p4s to take care off. lol. we saw willie being a loser with the 4A bigbig board so we decided to follow him and make him a less loser rofl. LOL. then all i remembered was running from the first floor to the rooftop. whoa, whole face red. help kx carry bag lol. then after awhile, some p4s come bully me :( feels like those PSL camps with p5s :O willie wet the floor! AH :D then going into the gallery was damn shiok cos the air con was damn woooo :) then walk walk. lol gale is damn mad at me cos i dont want take photo with her hahaahahahahaha. :D then walk even more. lol. and daniel damn zai (Y) haha. and go back school.
sometimes you're just so difficult to read that maybe not seeing you is better than seeing you. perhaps it'll be good if i could just escape from reality and just live forever in my fantasy world. i dont know whether to anticipate or to dread leaving this school. thinking too much is not good, i should just stop thinking. |
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[Wednesday | Apr. 8th, 2009|08:12 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] | fever last night :O had 12 hours of sleep. and super high today lol. but i missed 9pm show ytd :( :( lol. today was a damn tiring day. tmr will be another tiring day. D:
marina barrage tmr with p4s ahhhh, :( i'm facilitating? lol. i don't exactly know what i'm doing :/ lol! amaths integration, chinese ._. demoralising class :( physics SPA was like uh, okay. HAHA. then took damn long to eat during recess, but yet not late for class lol. then alive, talk in the dance studio and speech day. stupid court shoes :( my leg got blister le. and plasters dont work :O then mrt'd home. damn tired :( tmr got geog test + emaths test :O aiya sian, i really dont wna go marina barrage eh! i rather go clementi dentist hahahahahahahahaa. and i'm really sleepy. |
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[Monday | Apr. 6th, 2009|03:52 pm] |
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no more prayer meeting :(no more going to school at 7.30 on wed mornings :( no more sitting ard playing handyplast/ma tong. and i thank you very much for complaining. im sorry guys, shouldnt have told her :( let's all keep praying :) press on.
mondays are really sad, cos we have to sit till our butt hurts for lessons. and it's unfair how our class is having so much remedials :/ 4/1 + 4/3 get to go home at 1.30! :( having piano lessons later cos marina barrage on thurs. and dental on thurs is cancelled :( thing about going for dental is that you get to sit damn long on the train ride to clementi staring into blank space with no one to talk to! haha. sometimes, time alone is all you need.
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[Sunday | Apr. 5th, 2009|08:59 pm] |
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everyone's asking what's 21st april. SYF lah lol. zy asked and i told him end of the world. lol. probably true eh? lol.
hey co, SYF is drawing really really near. let's forget our differences, and work together towards gold. we all join this competition with one goal in mind - to achieve at least go Gold or better Gold with Honours, to maintain the 2007 Gold that our seniors led us towards. Now, it's us who will be leading our juniors. Having internal conflicts isn't going to help. We want to do as well, or even better than our other aesthetics groups, to bring glory to the school, to leave the school knowing that 2009 SYF is Gold. That we have not let our seniors down, not let our teachers and the school down. We can answer people proudly when they ask for our results. Let our efforts not go to waste, all the tuesdays and saturdays practices, and more to come nearing the day. We wouldn't want to work so hard for a silver. On saturday we'll be listening to one of our strongest competitior - RGS. I sincerely hope that all differences will be resolve before 21st April, and we're able to perform in SCH as one big family :] (meanwhile, let's work hard for Speech Day, LOL)
charmaine is baptised! haha, praise God. she didn't tell me sia, i was like at church last week. tsktsk. anw :] :] |
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[Saturday | Apr. 4th, 2009|08:01 pm] |
yoyo went to chalet last night. hha, came back at 10.30. aaah, and i'm very tired. omg, SYF SYF SYF. lololol. 21st april. anticipating band's results. lol. what if choir band dance all got gold. omg, :( haha anw, still wish them all the best :D
life without church is so boring ah :( i wanted to sneak there. but aiya, mother appeared out of nowhere :O today is a supe tiring daaaaaay. |
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[Friday | Apr. 3rd, 2009|08:27 pm] |
no church tmr, idiot lah. i hate my dad :/ make me go out, then next week got co. shit dang, :( im sad.
love enough :)
your love it broke my fall! |
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